people !! stop hurting me !!

hello , hai , good morning...

not in the good mood..

dunno why...

hm...

pagi2 bngn lpas mandi ,

trus pasang lgu OST taming of the heir..

hard but easy...

s'mlm kna mrh daddy , 

cuz xminta map umah sir law kat dia...

padahal mmg dah minta tp dia insist jugak nak suru ayah dia hntr plus ambil..

so yg kna mrh aq la..

smpi2 tusyien , 

trus tekup mata , 

dgn xsngajanya , 

ternangis..

air mata mengalir xb'hnti...

jaja kat sblah xprasan...

org d hujung sana lg la xprasan ,

tp tq sbb sudi pinjamkan bahu...

ok .. trus buat keja... 

ada la soalan 2 3 yg dpt buat sndr2 tnpa liat blakang , 

ok , blik 2syen s'mlm , 

dia ckp something , 

cara dia ckp mcm aq xikhlas s'lm ni , 

mmg la dia xminta , tp aq yg nak bg , 

lstu bila aq bgtau aq dah pokai , 

aq nak dia tau keadaan aq , 

bkn aq nak gtau yg dia ni xmgenang budi n nak minta lg...

i know u okay ??

u're not that kind of man , 

mrajuk kat dia , ckp gudnite , 

trus off both hp , 

ambil bku , 

xtau dah bku apa aq baca tu , 

yg pnting xnak fkir pasal apa2 pun ... trus t'tido kat sofa ...

this morning...

pagi2 (sblum mandi )

buka hp celcom , 

s'org hamba Allah msej , 

" r u okay ??? knp pending dr s'mlm ??"

tq sbb ambil berat , but i'm not okay !!

pas 10 minit on hp . 

hamba Allah ni call...

" nani ok ???"

dgn xsengajanya ....

menangis on the spot...

n aq rasa aq teluah suma kat dia....

ntah la , 

hentam kw la nak buat apa...

everybody , just stop... please ?? 

happy for meee =)

hye peps !!

assalamualaikum....

hehe !!

ok...

i admit i am really happy for you...

dunno why...

hehe !!

then u mother text me "tq anak ku"

gosh !!

like mau pngsan sja !!!

then ada la sorg makhluk Allah ni...

bg surat kat aq...

kira surat cinta ka tu ah ??

waaha !!

xtau cmana mau reply surat tu...

wish me luck for facing him 2moro....

just got back from school

wee!!~~
haha !!
hye3o peps !!
assalamualaikum...
just got back from school..
bsok ada ceramah pengguna d skul...
aq , pikah , teecah n dQin ikut...
dgn budak2 form 4 la...
knp budak2 form 4 dr skul bedaun x ikut ???
i mish him ooowww...
huuu !!!
penat owh susun krusi td...
hee !!
xpalah..
buat pahala skli skala...
nghehe !!
anyway , td ada cikgu ni..
jaket dia lawa siot !!!!
i likeee so much..
dr 1st aq jumpa ckgu tu ,
mmg i can't take my eyes from him laah..
haha !!
i like his style...
pandai bergaya !!
hehe !!
lestu , aq jmpa Mr . F tem smbhyg kat masjid td....
my gosh...
i like to see his face !!
dunno why...
but salah ka ah ??
ada feelings like that ??
syafiq marah ka ah mun ia tau ???
for you information , i am really happy today !!!!!

huuu !!!

“A bf challenge his gf to live a day without him. No communications at all and if she passes he will love her forever. his gf agreed. she did not text or call him the whole day. without knowing that his bf has only 24hours to live because his suffering from a cancer. she excitedly went to her bf’s house the next day.tears fall apart as she saw his bf lying down on the coffin, with a note ” you did it well baby, can you do it everyday? i love you.”

my confession ~~

hyeeoo !!

assalamualaikum peps !!

okay ...

pas fikir bnyk kali td....

tem kat laut..

pas bincang btul2...

hm...

i've been thinking...

yes .. he is not matured...

but i dunno...

tunggu la dia matured dlu..

klu dia masih gak xbrubah..

entah la...

honestly , i love him ,

but it's just to hard...

to let him go just like that...

his a one in a million guy...

his lie the first guy yg ska aq , lestu in the same time aq ska dia tnpa ada rasa kesian or rasa apa2..

my feelings to him is like so natural...

i dunno why...

hm..

jaa... fadzi... 

i just can't let him go that easily...

entah la napa...

my feelings to him like so strong....

hhhuuuhh !!!

i'm trying to be more patience more than ever..

please pray for me...

and now i starting to defying gravity....

best friend

to jaja n fadzilah

' Best friends ' aren't the ones who you've been friends with the longest, but it's the ones who will stick by you all the way til the end .


for you... 
tq for everything babes !!!
i love you both very much !!!
tq tq tq !!!!

teardrops on my add maths book

“I’ve found that it`s a good thing to go through heartache at one point or another in your lifetime. Not the petty, childhood heartache. But the horrible kind we’ve experienced. But see, when you get to the healing part of this, you will have so much love to share with someone. You will be able to appreciate someone in ways even you cannot understand. You will be so much stronger than you were before. I know how much this sucks right now and I know it seems unfair, but when it’s all said and done with, this will all make sense. All this pain you are going through at this moment will eventually teach you some of the greatest lessons in life you will ever need to learn.”


and that is the intro for today .
why the because ??
cuz u tell me a girl ( i know her ! )
wink at you ..
oh..
how my heart break my dear !!!
entah la....
panat sda ni syg..
hantam kw la mau buat apa..
basah bku add maths ku oleh mu..
bodo ba kw ni !!!
hish !!
2 org skong aq break dgn kw..
~ siti hajar azlan 
~ norfadzilah sulaiman 


entah la...
amybe i just off my phone then...
entah laaa....

for you

When a girl gives up, she's not saying she's weak. She's just saying you're not worth the tears, the wait, the fight, and the pain anymore.

still hating you...

my dear my dear....
c'mon la...
use ur head ba ckitt...
adaka kw mau jdkan org yg goda kw jd adi angkat ???
plez la syg oi....
u know that it hurts me so much ??
suda la dia mau goda kw...
goda = rampas la kan ???
yg kw bg green lite apasal ??
nangis sda nani ni !!!!
haishhh !!!
sda la aq ada masalah skang ni....
tau x pasal masalah peranakan ??
maksudnya xble mgandung ka ???
hm....
ada org bgtau aq ada masalah peranakan...
n i am afraid that i will not get pregnant....
too early for that ???
i had american dreams ok ??
haha !!
to syafiq muzani...
i want to break up with you...
cuz u really2 break my heart.....
enough la with all we had...
i hate you.....
ya Allah ....
bg aq kekuatan.....

Rumah terbuka di Malaysia bermaksud sesuatu perayaan agama disambut oleh penganut pelbagai agama dengan tujuan memupuk persefahaman di kalangan rakyat Malaysia. Rumah terbuka tidaklah bertujuan mengembangkan agama kepada penganut agama lain. Biasanya rumah terbuka diadakan di padang atau di dalam dewan.

Sebelum ini, konsep rumah terbuka dijalankan secara kecil-kecilan di mana tuan rumah menjemput rakan taulan datang ke rumah bagi menikmati juadah yang disediakan. Rakan dari kaum Melayu, Cina, India dan lain-lain turut dijemput.

Amalan rumah terbuka memberi kefahaman kepada rakyat bukan Islam tentang nilai hidup ajaran Islam yang menganjurkan sifat berbaik-baik sesama manusia.

Amalan rumah terbuka ini sesuatu yang unik bagi Malaysia, telah mendorong menyumbang kepada keamanan dan kebaikan keadaan dalam negara kita. Rakyat bukan Islam mendapat gambaran sebenar mengenai ajaran Islam. Selama ini rakyat bukan Islam sering mendapat gambaran mengenai Islam yang dikaitkan dengan keganasan terutama selepas Serangan 11 September.

Lost Hope in Love

~ This world isn’t easy, don’t try to understand it. You’re allowed to keep what you want inside, and it’s okay not to be easy to read. Cause the people that love you the most will love you so much more than those things. ~


is this you Syafiq Muzani ??
haha !!
ntah la ....
really losing you this time ha huny ??
up to you la....
tired owh !!!!

i love you or i hate you ??

hyee0 !!

assalamualaikum !!

yo peeps !!

how's life wth you all ??

well , 

if u ask me , 

i'm really fucked up !!!

haha!!

(oit!! mariam pka bhs kotor ow !!)

oppss ???!

soorry!!

ok ok ..

topik mlm ni...

mcm title kat atas tu...

utk awk la ni syg ...

aq hntr kat kw td ptng 

"i hate you"

tp lpas tu aq hntr 

"i love you"

bha ???

apa jd ama aq ni ??

tlg oooiiii !!!!!!!

jaja !!

jan mrh aq!!!

p/s : al-fatihah buat arwah Din Beramboi...

amin ~ ~

bengang !!!

ok !!!
let's stret to the point !!
bahaaha!!!
mmg aq panas gila la ari ni !!!
mula2 dady mrh sbb xtlg dia jwbkan phone dia ,
bah , cua la kw bygkan ba ,
aq tgh syok2 dgr lgu ,
syok2 tgh tgk park juung min nari2 ,
skali mlayang objek dpn aq ,
trus bbah  tekan answer call ,
dia buat body language yg aq xpaham ..
dah la aq blur...
aq tgk dia la smbil blur pnjg ckp pcmni
"aaaaa???? dia kuar!!!"
pastu yg dia ni plak ,
mrh aq bkn main ,
dia jerit
"knp tgk bbah lg ???!!! ketara juga menipu tu!!!! len kali ambk msej !!! tnya sapa dia ???!!"
aq buat muka blurrrr....
haaaaa????
trus masuk bilik ...
mls ah nak gaduh ,
kan melwan lg ,
kna tampar  lg...
so trying become heartless la ,
ok !!!
skang crita c abg ni pulak .
dia sakit hati sbb
1 - aq dpt ambk lesen memandu , n nenek nak tlg kasi pinjam duit ,
dia dah xpuas hati... maki2 segala , ckp xbaik la apa la,
plus , ble2 lg dia libatkan syafiq !!!!
melebih btul!!!!
jan la libatkan husband aq ba!!!!
2 - aq dpt wasiat dr mak
mak sndr ngaku aq anak kepercayaan dia ,
jd dpt la apa2 yg patut ,
skali dia ni mrh ,
dia ckp dia anak sulung ,
dia perlu dpt...
sapa suru cuai selama ni..
ayah pun xdpt..
aq sebagai anak plak dpt ,
bangga tu xla ,
tp rasa betuah sbb mom pick me over dad ...
bgus la tu ..
xkan kcewakan mama...
jnji jaga wasiat tu baik2...
bah !!!
chow dlu ...
nak mandi air ais !!!!!!!!!

i hate you !!!

hyeeo !!!

once again !!

watch the title ??

haha!!

who is "you"??

kpd spa2 yg tau tu tau la...

klu xtau buat bodo ja la ek ??

s'mlm texting dgn jaja pasal hati...

and i found the perfect picture for our topic last nite jaa!!!

hehe!!

dpt dr tumblr ...

smart gila pic tu !!!

haha!!!

mmg nmpk "song of evil" la dlm gmbr tu..

ceh !!!

mcm dlm novel 'the pearl' sja...

temberang kan ??

hehe!!

bkn slalu en ??

well , i'm trying to be this kind a girl ...

a heartless girl , 

whoever wants to break my heart ,

go on..

i'll just take it , and buat dunno ...

haha!!!

oh and to "you"...

yes !!

i definitely hate you so much !!!

haha!!

terbukti sda !!!

tahniah kpd "you" yg berjaya buat aq m'bnci dirinya .

wakaka!!!

tahniah tahniah !!!!

malunya !!!

hyeeoo !!!
assalamualaikum !!!
=)
act , i'm not really happy .
but i'm trying to .
wakaka !!don't mind me ,
aq sot sot ckit arini ...
bru blik dr kelas bukhari chem ,
( act , blum smpi umah pun , bru kat opis my grandma )
td tem kelas chem ,
bole2 aq ltak sign equal ( = ) bila tgh buat chemical equation ,
malunya !!!!!
haha!! sbr ja la aq ,
lstu ada kwn sorg ni , blik2 ckp aq pandai ,
amin ...
hrp2 la pndai en ???
moga2 mlutu kw masin..
ngehehe!!
ok , my grand ma nak blik ,
so had to sut down the com ,
karang mlm aq smbg ...
tata!!!